Sometimes, I'm playing outside with my Nanna and Grandad, and then I just stop. They ask me what is wrong and try to comfort me, they pick me up and cuddle me, try and distract me with a new game, or suggest a walk. Sometimes they try to snap me out of my melancholy mood with treats, but nothing works.
I stare blankly into space and think of her.
I check whatsapp from time to time to see if she's online and ok, I'm ok, I've got my nanna and grandad but I wonder about her. Without me there's no paw to hold her hand 😔😞😙